Nothing feels over yet.

I should be having cca now, maybe taking a break and drinking my ceres packet drink. But here i am slacking away thinking i should reward myself for pulling the cloth. I am starting to miss those rehersal times that everyone wore black. I could walk anywhere and people would suspect me of being some terrorist/mafia. How interesting.

Once i went with shu to serenecentre's macs and she ordered this mcspicy upsized and i ordered a mcflurry. I joked that she was bullimic and i was anoraxic. From an oursider's point of view i must say its quite true, esp when its 40 degrees outside and we are wearing black shirt pants and shoes (i hope they didn't expand because matter expands when heated).

School sports day on 24th. Friday. Should i go? Really. feel like i'm wasting time sitting there talking away and watching them make a fool out of themselves. No, this is called slacking but so are they so i'm also tempted to follow them into slackiness. People say they have bad attitude, hinting that we did not do the job properly. This job shouldn't be done by an amateur. It should be done by us.

I should be studying too. D: But no one in my house is awake yet so i have all the time i want to hog the computer. (:

Great. i just turned down my friend's invitation to go to church again. I feel really bad but i'm just not that ready because i haven't stepped into a church for so long. Its not the first time i rejected the offer due to other reasons made. I think he's bloody pissed at me not accepting but i rather go with someone i know, like T. But she's been really busy. Oh.

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